Pairing: YunJae, JaeMin (brotherly/motherly love)
Genre: Angst(fail. i’m sorry.)
Disclaimer: not mine. Inspired by JaeChunSu’s appearance on Mnet today (091121)
A/N: Taken from JaeChunSu’s appearance on Mnet (click here). Jaejoong’s POV. What happened afterwards. It had an overwhelming impact on me, I had to write.
What a plot bunny.
He quickened his pace towards the stage crew. He headed towards the door and left the other two members without telling them. There, he cried his heart out till he could feel his eyes sting in dryness.
Tears were running out.
He continued to cry out, his breaths shortening, his chest clenching, his stomach churning, his knees weakening; all without feeling the wetness pool in the corners of his eyes.
The loud rapping on the door behind him were slowly being drowned by the choked sobs—ones that he has been suppressing within himself for several months already—that became louder each time his last statement rang in his head.
“I would just like to tell the two people who might be watching this right now that I love them.”
He would give everything for all of it to end. He would suffer for them just so it could end. It was tearing him apart; his inability to care for them without anxiety and that familiar tightening in his chest.
When will he ever stop crying?
He was finally breaking down and no one knew about it—but himself.
A/N: I’m so sorry! *bricks self* I just had to write this! Or I wouldn’t stop crying! T.T Comments please?